like a moth to the flame you kill me forever and after.

back from penang updated pictures in fb.
im not gonna say anything about anything because
i cant say i didnt enjoy myself neither can i say i did.
oh shit. i just realised this is my old blog im logged in
and posting in, oh fuck it.

im gonna go get ciggs.

my dad's on the way home to pick me up now so i'll just post(:
imma off to penang now and will be back next tuesday.

BYE ALL.

dear all, i have retired from this lj, too many eyes make me uncomfortable
feel kinda exposed. hahaha. so ask if you wanna add the new(:

im not gonna say a word. enough. goodnight.

i dunno how we got here, or if things will ever start looking up. i love you.

when you're finally over it. you wonder what made you behave this way in the first place



one day(:

i cant stand the heat anymore. the sun is beating down my back.
i havent slept. i havent the energy to talk or smile a customers anymore.
i just wanna go home and sleep. sun pls go away, the rain should come out
and play.

there's no reason, but because there's no reason,
thats how i know its true. because i've no reason to **** ***.

you get me everytime.


jennifer love hewitt is so hottttt.
i need to find a girl whose name starts with "k"
cause fb says she loves me the most, and im meant to be with her.
TWICE! HAHAHA.
going for a smoke.

i dont feel welcomed here anymore...
so i post little words and many feelings.

I’ve got a little bag of marbles and a catapult
Wound around my fingers, and I feel very small
But I could make myself big, if I wanted to
There is nothing courageous about anything I do
All I need to do is sit and wait to be attacked
If I thought that it would make me happy then I would
Tie a handkerchief to a stick and surrender
But that isn’t what I want to do
I will never live up to my expectations

And I know kung fu
And I’m not afraid of you
Cos I might be small
But I’m not a coward
I’ve got puppy powers
That I’m not afraid to use.